Losing someone you love deeply is hard. You will never know how much it's hurt until you lose someone who is very close to you.

Losing someone you love deeply is hard. You will never know how much it’s hurt until you lose someone who is very close to you.

I lost my father 3 years ago. I thought it will be easier with time goes by but it’s still hurt so much and I still miss my father every single day. Sometimes I cry every single night, because I can’t talk to the person I love the most and cannot see him any longer.

Sometimes I questioned God, why did He do this to me? Why me? Why not other people out there who has everything in their life. I just want my father. He gave everything to me and he was my hero.

Losing my father makes me afraid to love other people because I know how much it’s hurt and to lose someone again is so unbearable . I would rather live alone for the rest of my life, than be hurt by losing someone that I love again.

What can we say? Life is indeed unfair. I miss you daddy, I will be your lovely little angel forever… Please forgive me